Ok, I'm farely new to this whole Blogging Business and have decided to take a risk and show my life for all the mishaps and joy that come along with being a Mommy a working mom at that!
I will just give a little inside to my life for my first post and see how thing go from their. I was a teen mom and when I say I was a teen I mean a YOUNGE TEEN. I got pregnante with my First child Nicquel one of my pretty little girls, When I was 14. gave Birth to her at age 15 and decided to keep her. As hard as it was I managed to do It all. Go to school graduate from High school and work a job. I can say that there is noway I would've been able to do it with out my family. My Mom and Sisters were a big help to me.
I met my Husband when Nicquel was 18months Needless to say my relationship with Nicquel's dad didn't work out. But do they ever when you are that old?... We married when i was 19 and started having kids early. I always said I wanted 4 kids by the time I was 25. Well I ended up have 5 kids by the time I was 25!!! Next up on my list of kids came my little profesor we call her Kenzleigh she is 6. She is one smartie pants she is at the top of her class in kindergarten she is already reading at a first grade level YES!! this is one proud Momma .
The Next to welcome us with her presence Was Addison My little Addie Pie I like to call her. she is 5. My Husband and I call her our little sister we never had. If my husband and I kiss in front of her she tells us "I'm going to tell Grandpa!" It just too cute for words.
Next one whom we thought would be our last was Autumn she is 3 And if you ask her what her name is she'll tell you "It's Autumn Bear." When I was pregnante with Autumn we decided not to find out what the sex was. It was the best exsperience that I had being pregnant. I thought for sure she was a boy. to our surprise when the doctor pulled her out and showed her to me over that little c-section cover I was surprised to see that she was a girl. Which ment I needed to find a different name for her because I was going to name her Kyle! But the most uncanny thing happend my Husband asked me what name I like and at the same time we both said AUTUMN! So that how she got her name. it was ment for her we tell her.
Last but not least My Little miracle Boy Entered this world against all odds!! I was surprised to find out I was pregnante with my little man. I had quite the pregnancy with Him. when i found out I was pregnant. I like all other was so excited for one he was going to be born on my DAD's birthday which I thought Was pretty dang cool. I told my family and made my Doctors appointment and could wait! when my 8 week into my pregnancy I stared to bleed. I went to the doctors. they did the regular routine. He told me I was still pregnante but when it came time for a heart beat check there was nothing. I was devistated. My doctor did an ultra sound the baby was in there. It measured the same amount of weeks as I was which was 8 wks but there was no sign of life. they did blood work told me to go home and they would call me. well, I of cousre was a nerves wreck until the phone rang. They said my hormone level's had doubled which ment my pregnancy was still a go. And that he would see me in a week to see if the baby had a heart beat! well a week went by and my Dr. appointment came and went. the dr. went to check for a heart beat there was nothing again! I was heartbroken At this point I'm 9 wks my baby should have a heartbeat by now you would think? they did a little ultrasound this time they found a little bit of blood supply going to the baby's heart which gave it a little pulse of 60 bpm which they said could be a start of a heartbeat or just my own pulse, they sent me home with little hope that i will welcome a cute baby into this world. My family came down to visit me and decided to go to vegas. I thought I could use some cheering up! Wrong that trip changed my world. I remember sitting at Denny's on the strip. and having to go to the bathroom when I went to use the Bathroom I had to run to a stall because I was bleeding so bad that it felt like I was peeing Blood! Yes Blood! I made my wonderful husband drive me to Saint George's Hospital because I didn't know what the vegas Hospital would be like. We drove the two hrs back. I was bleededing really bad that i left a trail from my car to the ER. they took my information and they said they would do an ultrasound to see if I had miscarried. Well when I went for my Ultra sound there was a heartbeat of 114 bpm I was floored. they told me I had a large subchorionic hematoma which was causing all my bleeding. they sent me home told me to do 100% bed rest until I see my dr on monday. Well that was Saturday. Sunday Morning around 2:00 am I woke my husband up because I was bleeding really bad again. I was sitting in the bathroom in a ton of pain, my ears where ringing, my eye sight was going black and I had passed a big clot that wouldn't dissolve in the water I was sure I had lost the baby this time. I told my Husband if someone was to go into our house and see all this blood they would think you killed me. LOL. My husband took me to the hospitail and right away they took me back to the critical area because i had lost so much blood that my pulse 100+ bpm. they told me that i had lost my little baby. I was so devistated I just wanted to go home a lay in my bed and cry. they told me to follow up with my dr in two day's and just take it easy so that's what i did i layed in bed read some twilight and tried not to think about what just happend. Well tuesday came and it was time to go to the doctors. So he can confurm what I had already Been told but didn't want to belive! When I went back the doctor did a exam on me and told me that I was STILL PREGNANTE !!! Yes that right the baby was still there they did an ultrasound and my little Miracle was there heartbeat and all moving it's little limbs it was starting to grow! I was so happy I called everyone I knew and told them my little miracle is still with me. We thought for sure we were going to have a girl because we already had 4 girls we must be destined for Girls we were going to name her Hope or Faith because that what this little baby had givin us..... Well I will have to finish my story about how Jaxson came into my life a little later I need to take some kiddies to the Park and eat some Ice cream. Until next time.....
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